Tuesday, December 11, 2012





"An example of living in the higher dimensions is how you see the world. If you see the world as broken and something to be saved, then you are still in duality, for the world is a mirror into your own perception of self. If you see that all that goes on in the world is a natural transformation; that everything happening is a natural breakdown and dissolution of the old and that the truth is that Gaia is whole, you are living in the higher dimensions. Perception is actually your consciousness."





"it is not that we do not love enough.
but all the problems of the world come down to a single fact
it is not that we do not love enough
but that we do not accept the love that is offered to us"

Open Doors by Thomas Keily

Monday, December 10, 2012

"There is almost a sensual longing for communion with others who have
a large vision. The immense fulfillment of the friendship between
those engaged in furthering the evolution of consciousness has a
quality impossible to describe."

-- Pierre Teilhard de Chardin


        A heart imbued with honey
I am Amazed ! ! ! by how many layers of this there are.
I have passed through so many.
I recognise you!
I love you!
I let you go!
I honor you!
I farewell you!
I greet you!
I have done so much healing on letting you go
and my whole heart
and my power.
I have loved other people.
The loves are different but just as important.
I am grieving the death of a lover and friend and
yet the Phoenix keeps rising through me
and I am not over you.
Close to tears maybe.
A rush of new found energy.
Rampant, on track,
changing so
much
not sure
what
the
new
is.

Friday, December 7, 2012

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

I hold this to be the highest task of a bond between two people: that each should stand guard over the solitude of the other.
Love consists of this: two solitudes that meet, protect and greet each other.
We need, in love, to practice
only this: letting each other go. For holding on comes easily; we do not need to learn it.

Embrace your solitude and love it. Endure the pain it causes, and try to sing out with it. For those near to you are distant...
Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer.


- Reiner Maria Rilke (Sun Sagittarius, Moon Aquarius, Ascendant Virgo: 9.11.6) (4 December 1875 – 29 December 1926) from here


Dear Human:
You’ve got it all wrong. You didn’t come here to master unconditional love. That is where you came from and where you’ll return.

You came here to learn personal love. Universal love. Messy love. Sweaty love. Crazy love. Broken love. Whole love. Infused with divinity. Lived through the grace of stumbling. Demonstrated through the beauty of… messing up. Often.

You didn’t come here to be perfect. You already are. You came here to be gorgeously human. Flawed and fabulous. And then to rise again into remembering.

But unconditional love? Stop telling that story. Love, in truth, doesn’t need ANY other adjectives. It doesn’t require modifiers. It doesn’t require the condition of perfection. It only asks that you show up. And do your best. That you stay present and feel fully. That you shine and fly and laugh and cry and hurt and heal and fall and get back up and play and work and live and die as YOU.

It’s enough.

It’s Plenty.

~Courtney A. Walsh

Monday, December 3, 2012

lets just assume that every moment is now a very special galactic activation portal lover dream whirl fifth dimensional alignment. it will be easier this way.
“If you were born without wings,
do nothing to prevent them from growing.”
― Coco Chanel

“I have come to accept the feeling of not knowing where I am going.
And I have trained myself to love it. Because it is only when we are suspended in mid-air with no landing in sight, that we force our wings to unravel and alas begin our flight. And as we fly, we still may not know where we are going to. But the miracle is in the unfolding of the wings. You may not know where you're going, but you know that so long as you spread your wings, the winds will carry you.”
― C. JoyBell C.
i am not feeling gentle.
I hope the gentleness conspiracy wraps me up and hugs me like an animal and that I know I am home soon.


this is a very beautiful and very sad song - from amy dawn

Saturday, December 1, 2012

give me the fullness of breath and the sweetness of tears any time    o v e r   all these crazed irritated angry confused anxious selves.

Friday, November 30, 2012

Its strange having a dead boyfriend. Feel like we are still together but the dynamic is different. Both of our energies are changing. Today it is my birthday and I cried some hysterical tears until my eyes stung and I couldnt open them. Later we got black cherries from a local farm gate and ate them together, my family.

Thursday, November 29, 2012




The Ceremony of Original Innocence takes us back to our first choice, prior to our first breath, reminding us of our true identity - creators rather than victims.

The key to this shift in perception is forgiveness, the bedrock of the shamanic journey. To embrace forgiveness is to embody the living mandala of love, upon which is based the fundamental Human ethic, acknowledging your “response-ability” within the interconnectedness of all creation.

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

The heart of the world from the sky
I n n e r   P  e  a  c  e
In the Inner Peace state a person’s emotional experience is authentic to the present moment. Emotional activations are reduced to the current experience rather than being blown out of proportion by accumulated past trauma - in other words, your pent up emotions only activate during targeted trauma healing sessions.
The state is achieved by fully merging the heart and mind intelligences (‘brains’), which synchronise a person’s feeling and thinking. The polarisation and its related conflicts between mind and heart end.
The positive effect of having this state is an underlying sense of peace, even during emotionally dramatic situations. A person has the ability to stay calmer during a storm and is able to feel whilst thinking and think whilst feeling, which enhances the way we make decisions.

The Institute for the Study of the Peak States

Monday, November 26, 2012

- love from Heidi